Phemiec - Friendleader

^F6There will be no soft sounds th^Gmis time ^F6no arms, not mine at least ^{F F6}should’ve expect this, I g^Gmuess, no^F6 “shh” can sooth your beas^Ft and^F6 it was my problem once, ^Gm that viole^F6nce inside your eyes ^{F F6}bright red and high with death and ^Gmpie, and ra^F6ge that never dies ^F

and I^F6 used to blame myself^Gm, then I blamed everybody else^F6, but never you ^{Gm Gm}cause you were just ^Fa messed up kid, ^Gmwho’d step in it, ^Fget scared and sit, ^Gmand pray for ^F6goats and gods who would ^Gmknow what to forbid and w^F6hen you would reach ^Gmout, well I’d ^F6run my big mean m^Gmouth and make it worse ^GmAnd maybe I deserve that hurt, ^F destruction of ^Gmmy universe, ^{F Gm}so if you’ve ^F6gotta beat some^Gmbody up don’t make it her.

I’m ^F6sorry, I messe^Gmd up, I’m not a ^F6leader any^Gmmore. I’m ^F6sorry, I messe^Gmd up, I’m not a ^F6leader. Not a ^Gmleader. Not a l^F6eader, f^Gmriend.

^F6No more attempts to ^Gmmake you see, I ^F6tried, he succeeded, oh w^Fell but ^F6what I can say to a ^Gmgirl who’d play with a ^F6noose of excuses unt^Fil her ^F6big wicked grin disap^Gmpears in the smoke, and ^F6crack goes the rope pulled tr^Fue I know e^F6nough about doubt, and h^Gmating myself, to^F6 tell that you now know it ^Ftoo

and ^F6I used to blame my^Gmself, then I blamed e^F6verybody el^Gmse, including you ^Gmbut you were p^Ferfect as you were ^Gmall angled out,^F a blinding blur ^Gmso bright and ^F6beautiful, and ^Gmclever, yeah for sure But w^F6hen you would reach ^Gmout, well I’d ^F6run my big mean m^Gmouth and make a mess ^GmAnd now it’s ^Fmy turn to confes^Gms ^GmI wasn’t there,^F I didn’t guess ^Gm that you were ^F6slipping, ‘till you ^Gmtripped right off the edge

I’m ^F6sorry, I messe^Gmd up, I’m not a^F6 leader anym^Gmore. I’m ^F6sorry, I messe^Gmd up, I’m not a ^F6leader. Not a ^Gmleader. Not a l^F6eader…. (no more, I’m no^Gmt a leader any more, no more!)

^F6 Said a thousands words^Gm but they never helped ^Gm I hid my ^Fscars from you out of shame ^F6 Took up the cause^Gm, Yeah I took the helm ^Gm But I’m not the^F only one who’s changed ^F6 I knew you first^Gm, I knew you best ^Gm I wish I’d ^Fstopped it way back then ^F6 when things were bad^Gm, but they still made sense ^Gm when we were kids,^F when we were friends.

^{F6 Gm} Friendl^Gmeaders ^{F F6 Gm} Friend^Gmleaders… ^F